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Hey my name is Sanna2011, but my real name is Savanna, or you can call me Sanna.

I live in a small town in Ablerta.

Live there all my life, and I know why, but I love living here.

I have a mother, father, and a younger brat brother. (Who only nine years behind me. Don't ask)

I am only !! years old now, and no guy in my life, yet. I am not in a real hurry to get one.

I have being doing writing, and a bit of drawing for along time. Hey it is a gift, and I am going to use it.

I do a lot of fun things with my friends from Youht Group, and enjoying live the way God what me to live it.

I am the rider in my life, but God is the driver.

I love to write wonderful stories, and I might put a couple of pictures online where done.

Enjoy my stories, and art.

I will love to hear from you on what you think I should write next.

You will never know, I could make a story on your ideas.

LOL! :) Enjoy! ;p
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Journal Entry: Sat Feb 28, 2015, 9:00 PM
  • Mood: Content
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Tag:

1. Have you ever learned of a shocking family 
secret during your life?

~A bit from the family secret, but mostly I live my way.


2. What video game world would you want to live in?

~Farm life or Sims (computer game)

3. what movie world would you want to live in?

~Fancy movie.


4. if you could, what would you take out of the world?

~War, hungry, third world suffering, and anything that will having anyone suffering.


5. what would you add into the world?

~Real world peace... Living in world that peaceful all the time.


6. what was your biggest disappointment?

~Letting people control me that was not my family members.


7. where in the world would you like to live?

~Somewhere the is awesome, quite, and fun all the time.


8. what's your favorite food?

~Anything that taste good.


9. What's your favorite mode of transportation?

~Car in winter, and scooter in the summer.


10. who do you have a crush on, be they real or fictional?

~Um... :blush: .... Um.... Maybe a crush in real life, but a few fictional ones too.

Not tagging anyone, it is all up to me if I want to tag or not.

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Update:

I am doing okay, sent some time at my parents place with my cat alone, and we snuggle and play all day. So feeling a bit better now, but still want everything to be done at my house so I can get her home and I can have soak in my tub.

I will be fine, just having a hard time.

There was a mix-up in my desperation meds for the last two months. Given the wrong desperation meds then I am support to be taking, and now back on the normal desperation meds. It will take a few weeks to get the wrong meds out of my system for good. So that way I am up and down with my moods and thoughts... I am doing good if I stay calm and cool... But stress comes into my life, and I am mess then.

Over all...
I am okay for now.


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Jennifer!
Dear Diary:
Finally reach the last trimester, my belly is huge now, well not too big. I reach the 32 weeks along. I saw the baby on the ultrasound, its is not a small cells bunch together, but a real life baby. Its still small, but the doctor told me the lungs are not fully develop now, if I go into labour then the baby will not survive after the birth without help. Its so cute, but not showing what the sex is still, stubborn little thing, but still cute to see.
The kicking and moving, I can feel a lot more, I try to get it to sleep during the night, but not going to happen right now. I was in shock when it kick me very hard on day during class, more took my breath away, and my classmates was worry I went into labour, but happy when it was just a hard kick happen to me… I should not miss breakfast that day, thank goodness one classmate had an apple for me to eat in class, and the baby was very happy to have some food.
My family was in shock to find out I was pregnant with this baby, but they have been very helpful now. Mary and mom been telling me how to have good pregnancy, and a health baby at birth… They been telling me about childbirth, I was thinking of doing the birth without mediation, and see what will happen… I will be there for my mom and sister births when it happens in the weeks to come, and I want to be there to comfort them each during their birth… I just hope we all giving birth at different times…
Well I have to go back to studying for a test coming up very soon, and the baby is now sleep… Oops its not sleeping now, moving like crazy for food now… Well got to go to eat and study now.
See you later Dairy!
~Jennifer
P.S. My belly button is sticking out now, I can play with it, and I got heartburn here and there… Thank goodness for Tums I carry around with me, but I am still having swelling around my ankles but still the same sizes still. My breasts has gotten huge now, fully of milk for the baby… The guys in the dorm, drooling all over my new size of breasts, I glared at them, slapping their hands away from my breasts, and freak out on them in my crazy mean pregnant mood… The boys learn the hard way, but they are nice guys to make sure I am okay during this pregnancy. Everyone love touching my belly, feeling the baby moving and kicking, but they ask me before touching my belly. Oh well that being pregnant now.


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Mary!
Dear Diary:
32 weeks, third trimester of this pregnancy, and Rick is happy that his new little brother or sister will be coming in the weeks to come. Rick was playing with my belly button sticking out of me, feeling the baby moving and kicking, and he kissing and talking to my belly. He learn to read a small story to the baby at night, even if Rick stumble over the words, but Rick is teaching the baby that mom and dad love it a lot. My husband is enjoy my huge breasts now, I just giggle and laugh at him, because it is driving him crazy big time.
Everything is going well with the baby growing inside of me, the doctor is very happy to see the grown with the baby. Rick came to my last ultrasound, seeing the baby on the screen, he saying to me that ‘his baby brother or sister’ with a huge smile on his face, jumping for joy seeing how big the baby is now, and cannot wait until the baby is born… That not going to be for a few weeks to come.
Rick found out my belly button stick out now, he playing with it as his talk to the baby in my belly, and making me laugh on how cute he talking between the baby and him. The baby kicks and move when Rick talking to it, and I think they will have a big time bond. We will see over the years to come if their bond stay strong.
Husband love touching and rubbing, talking, and kissing my belly. I love having him around for helping around the house, and he enjoy doing housework and looking after Rick here and there. My wonderful husband just been great all the time, the great lover too, maybe that how we end up with Rick and this little one too, who going to be born in a few weeks to come.
Well I better get going now, and seeing you in the weeks to come Diary.
~Mary


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Bev!
Dear Diary:
The last trimester of this pregnancy now, 32 weeks now, and my friend, who going to be the mother, is very happy to see how I am doing now with this baby. The baby is growing nicely, but cannot survive without some help to breath on its own… I hope, I will make it to the end of my pregnancy with a healthy baby coming into this world in the weeks to come.
My husband being great helping me around the house, and making sure I am well rested until the birth of this baby. He enjoy touching, rubbing, and kissing my belly. He laugh a bit seeing my belly button sticking out fully now, he wiggling it as he giggle, and loving me still in every way. He even do the laundry, shopping, cleaning, and cooking. I think he is looking for brownie points for something after this baby born, and you what I mean what the award for all his hard work.
I cannot wait until this baby is born, my feet are so sore and swell, and I hope this baby comes into the world healthy  and safe… Even if my friend wants a home birth, I am hoping to talk to Mary and  Jennifer to come at the house, and be here for each other. We all due the same date, I think having a few more midwifes to come, and be there encase those two go into labour too. It will be cool if all of us have the babies at the same time or the same day too. I just hope Jennifer will be okay, it is her first time, and I remember my first time giving birth to my first born. Mary to remember her first time giving birth to Rick, and Jennifer just worry about the birth to come. She told us that she been looking up a few things about childbirth, watch a few videos, and she scared hearing the screaming in pain from the women on the videos. We told her that childbirth is not that painful if you make it, she a strong young woman, and she will be okay now.
Well got to go Diary, baby on my bladder again, and need go now.
~Bev.


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A few weeks later, around the 37 weeks now, Jennifer and Mary came over to their parents place, and Jennifer was nervous about giving birth to her baby any day now.  Mary and Jennifer arrive that the house, being greeted by their mother, and trying to hug each other with their bellies getting in the way now. There was laughing at the whole hugging thing, and Bev let them into the house. “Any day now, our babies will be born,” Bev told Mary and Jennifer rubbing her belly with her hand, and smiling at her daughter.

“I know, I cannot wait for number two to come into the world,” Mary say to her mother rubbing her belly with her hand too.

Jennifer shrug her shoulders, having a worry look on her face, and speaking with nervous in her voice, “I am just scared being a mother for the first time.”

Mary and Bev looking at Jennifer, and Bev spoke first, “It is scary for the first time mother. I was scared to for the first time, so was your father. He did not know how to change a diaper for the first time or feed a baby, but we survive the first time being parents, and had more children years later. It is okay Jennifer we are all here for you, and that why we are all here to help each other. If we go into labour, we can help each other, and birth will be easy together. You don’t have to be scared when that time comes for your baby to come into the world.”

“I agree with mom, it is tough at first, but it does get easy over time. My husband was scared at first to hold Rick the first time, and now he plays with Rick like no tomorrow. My husband did not like the dirty diapers changes, really it will stink big time, and he was always gross out by it. The first diaper change is the hardest one to get through, it is like black as night, and it is gross. But you will be okay during birth, and we are all here for you, sis,” Mary told Jennifer hugging her sister on the side.

Jennifer nodded her head, and saying to her family, “Your right, I will be all right to get through childbirth and motherhood just fine.” Jennifer smiling at her family, and just happy she home safe for this baby birth. She was done College for the year, coming home was better for her, and being home for her baby birth was even better. She headed upstairs to her bedroom, unpacking her suitcase, looking down at the baby stuff in her suitcase, thinking if she wants to keep the baby or not, and she stood there crying. She felt her baby moving around inside her belly, and she place her hand on the side of the belly to cry more. She lay down on the bed to hold the pillows in her arms, thinking of the night she got rape, and being pregnant with this baby. “I am scared now little one,” she whisper to her baby.

Mary and Bev was having some tea together in the kitchen, talking about a few things, and thinking about the births to come. “Jennifer is worry about this whole being a mother for the first time, and that baby is a baby from rape. I think she rethinking about keeping that baby or not,” Mary told her mother slipping on her tea.

“I know that baby from rape, but it is up to Jennifer if she wants the baby or not. We are being with her with her chose for the baby, and she will make the right chose in time,” Bev say to Mary slipping on her tea too.

“It is scary the first time being a parent,” Mary say to her mother, thinking to herself being pregnant with her second child now.

“It is all scary for all my pregnancies,” Bev told Mary looking down at her cup of tea.

“No way mom, you were scared with all your pregnancies,” Mary say in shock to her mother, looking at her mother with wide eyes.

“Yes, I was having your older brother at 23 years old, he was a huge boy coming into the world, and he came at the hospital. He was over due by two weeks, and he was weighting nine pound eight ounces. You, Mary, I gave birth to you when I was 25 year old, you were born in a the front seat of car heading to the closes hospital on our trip, you can a week early at 39 weeks, and weight eight pounds even. You were born with a cord loops around your neck, and you have a set of lungs when you cry your first breath of life. After that other three born in a hospital on time, weighting between eight to ten pounds. Boy at 27, Girl at 29, and Boy at 32, and they were nice and healthy. Then there Jennifer, who came along born at 28 weeks, weighting a tiny weight, and almost never made it. I gave birth to her at 35 years old, she came the worse night of our family life, the night the twister hitting the town, and she can downstairs in the basement right into my hands. A tiny baby I ever saw in my hands, she was not breathing on her own, and I thought she will never make it. Look what happen 20 years later, she still here and alive, and I am happy her pregnancy is going good. I am happy that all my children are still around, happy, and healthy. We are all still family no matter what, helping each other during the hard times, and Jennifer maybe the baby of the family. Right now she the one suffering big time now, being pregnant with that baby, and she need to be comfort now,” Bev told Mary thinking about all her children being born into the world, and she remember how she deal with the pain of labour and birth.

“Ya I remember Jennifer birth, I was scared seeing you in pain, holding your belly in your hands, and getting down over the towels to push Jennifer out of you. I remember how tiny she was, and helpless she was at that time. But we were luckily that we were found in time to get you and her to the hospital for help. I remember seeing her in the INCU hook up to everything, that you cannot see her very much under all those wires and tubes. We all hope she will pull through, and she did,” Mary told her mother, as they talk a bit more, before going to bed, and sleeping through the night.

Tag by monsterlord_18 and update

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 28, 2015, 9:00 PM
  • Mood: Content
Header Text

:iconsteampunk:


Tag:

1. Have you ever learned of a shocking family 
secret during your life?

~A bit from the family secret, but mostly I live my way.


2. What video game world would you want to live in?

~Farm life or Sims (computer game)

3. what movie world would you want to live in?

~Fancy movie.


4. if you could, what would you take out of the world?

~War, hungry, third world suffering, and anything that will having anyone suffering.


5. what would you add into the world?

~Real world peace... Living in world that peaceful all the time.


6. what was your biggest disappointment?

~Letting people control me that was not my family members.


7. where in the world would you like to live?

~Somewhere the is awesome, quite, and fun all the time.


8. what's your favorite food?

~Anything that taste good.


9. What's your favorite mode of transportation?

~Car in winter, and scooter in the summer.


10. who do you have a crush on, be they real or fictional?

~Um... :blush: .... Um.... Maybe a crush in real life, but a few fictional ones too.

Not tagging anyone, it is all up to me if I want to tag or not.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Update:

I am doing okay, sent some time at my parents place with my cat alone, and we snuggle and play all day. So feeling a bit better now, but still want everything to be done at my house so I can get her home and I can have soak in my tub.

I will be fine, just having a hard time.

There was a mix-up in my desperation meds for the last two months. Given the wrong desperation meds then I am support to be taking, and now back on the normal desperation meds. It will take a few weeks to get the wrong meds out of my system for good. So that way I am up and down with my moods and thoughts... I am doing good if I stay calm and cool... But stress comes into my life, and I am mess then.

Over all...
I am okay for now.


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The sound of foot steps coming up to a door quickly, flowers and a box candy in hands, as Zeke Fenderson, 30, came running from his car to the house. He did not want the flowers to die from the cold winter air, and he looking around to make sure his lover Katherine Grey ,28, was not around. They live together after five years of dating, the house was their first house they buy together, more a surprise to Katherine at Christmas time. But all relationships has their ups and downs anytime, Katherine found out she had Stage 2 Cervix Cancer two years ago, and went through months of treatments. Zeke stay be her side during her treatments, he held her hand after every Chemotherapy and Radiation Therapy when she lay in the bed sleeping. He was there when she lost all her hair during the Chemo, she was very upset when that happen, but Zeke came into the room one day. Took off his hat, showing his shave head to her, and she was so happy to see that he shave his head. She gave him a huge hug, crying for happiness that he care about her that much, and she know that he was the one for her forever.

Zeke opened the door to the house, not seeing Katherine shoes in the area, and he smirk for joy. Kicking off his shoes quickly into the shoe shelf, walking to the kitchen, setting things down on the table, taking off his coat, and hanging it up in the small closet in the entryway. “Tonight the night, Katherine Grey, you will be my forever,” Zeke say to himself, looking at everything he got to surprise Katherine tonight after she comes home for work, and Zeke want this Valentine’s to be very special to Katherine. Zeke was making the kitchen table set up with the flowers and box of candy and a few other things to make it so romance. Zeke start making supper for them, he was sing a song playing over the stereo, and doing a little dancing as he cooking supper.

A car pulled into the driveway, shutting off, and Katherine exit the car feeling tired and sore. She know this pain was not from work at all, it was going on all day, but the only thing that was going through her mind. “I am proudly going to start my period again, I remember the doctor tell me this will happen over time. Everything is going back to normal with my female parts, and oh joy I cannot wait for it to begin,” she say in a unhappy voice that she starting her period here soon, and walking to the door. She enter the house, taking off her coat and shoes, looking down at the floor to see rose petals on the floor, leading to the kitchen, and following them to see Zeke serving dinner at the table. “What is with all of this?” she ask with a huge smile of shock on her face, and looking at everything around her.

“Oh my dear, it is Valentine’s day, and I want to show that my love is forever in yours… I never really in Valentine’s day to show how much I really love you, but tonight I want to treat you like my queen, as I always do… Now my love sit and enjoy this wonderful meal I made for us, then I got a huge surprise for you later,” Zeke told Katherine, holding the chair out for her, and pushing it in when she is seated.

“Zeke, sweetheart, you know you never have to do this for me, but you know I love you with all my heart and soul… I totally forgot it was Valentine’s day, I forgot to give you a gift,” Katherine, realizing it was February 14th, and never got her lover anything. She began to panic now, breathing heavily, and sweating big time as her heart beating fast in her chest.

Zeke walk over to her, placing his hands on her shoulders, getting down on his knees, and looking into her eyes. “Katherine it is okay, just being with you is all I need from you… Beside today not just Valentine’s day, but marking your two years of being Cancer Free. Just seeing you alive, health, and still sexy. Is your gift to me, and I remember what happen two years ago. I remember a wonderful person going through a very rough time in her life, battling with Cervix Cancer, stage two. Almost losing her will to live because she never saw herself a beautiful as I saw her, even with no hair. I love you, I stay with you through that not because I felt sorry for you, but I truly love you. When that day came you rang the bell to say your done your treatment, seeing that pretty smile on your face, and those awesome eyes bright as ever. I knew that you were that one for me, I remember someone on the way out of the hospital grabbing my hand, and dancing on the way out with joy and happiness. I love you for who are on the inside and out, and I see no different at all between the two, because who you are… So you gave me the wonderful gift, seeing you happy and healthy.” Zeke kiss her on the lips as he rose from the floor, walking back to his side of the table, and eating his meal.

Katherine start eating her meal, it was so good, but the pain was hitting her more, and she hidden it from Zeke. “Plus you’re the one I gave up my virginally to nine months ago, and it was so much fun that night,” she say to Zeke, giggling about that one night, and smiling at him.

“It was one crazy night,” Zeke told her, looking up at her, and smiling at her.

Katherine felt the pain getting worse now, she hunch over in her chair, Zeke saw Katherine in pain, getting up to run over to her, and kneeling in front of her. Katherine looking at him to say, “I am getting close to my period, the pain is too much for me.”

“Are you sure that all it is?” Zeke ask her, and worry about Katherine health. “How about I draw you a warm bath, when you are done soaking for a while, we will have our dessert in the living room, and snuggle together in each other arms.”

Katherine nodding her head, holding her lower stomach in her arms, and hearing Zeke leaving the kitchen to the bathroom. She hearing the tub filling with warm water, she got up slowly from her chair, using the walls to move herself to bathroom, and looking into the bathroom to see Zeke making the bathroom more relax for her. Candle light, buddle bath running, and Zeke making sure the water was right temp for Katherine. “Honey that is good for me,” she say at the bathroom door, lending against the doorframe, and smiling at Zeke.

Zeke shut the water off as the tub was full, turning around to look at Katherine, and saying to her as he walk up to her, “Sweetly you should wait until I came to get you. I am worry that you could be more unhealthy then you getting your period.” Wrapping his arms around her body, helping her get undress to nothing on her body, and helping her in the tub. “I will outside the door if you need anything. Just lay back and relax to help ease the pain now.”

“I will call you if I need anything, and you need to calm down. I will be fine my love,” Katherine told Zeke, laying back in the tub, having the warm buddle water covering her front of her body, and she relax as the water help ease the pain now. Zeke left the bathroom, closing the door, and heading to the kitchen to clean up for a while. His mind was on Katherine in pain now, feeling that her cancer could came back, and hoping that it was her period pains now.

After an hour in the tub, Katherine relaxing in the tub as the pain was still hitting her closer together now, and feeling something moving inside of her lower body. Katherine slowly stood up in the tub, feeling the water running off her body, and between her legs. She grab a big towel to wrap around her body, and walking out of the bathroom to the living room. She saw Zeke in the living room setting up the couch for snuggles, and Zeke turn his head to see her standing there. “Honey, you should have called me to help you out of the tub,” he say to her.

“I am fine dear,” Katherine told Zeke, rubbing her lower belly, and going to sit on the couch now. She sat down on the couch, Zeke sitting beside her, wrapping a blanket around her body, and snuggling with her. Katherine lay her head on Zeke shoulder, watching the movie Zeke put on, and feeling whatever in her body moving down inside her body.  She felt it trying to get out of her, she spread her legs apart a bit, feeling her pussy lips opening to the hard thing trying to get out of her, and Katherine reach down under the blanket to touch her area. Her eyes widen in shock, her mind was going crazy with thoughts, and she breathing to ease the pain.

Zeke looking at her, seeing the look on her face, and asking her, “Katherine what is wrong?”

Katherine looking at Zeke to say, “I think, I am having a baby now.”

Zeke raise an eyebrow at Katherine saying to him, and saying to her, “There no way that your pregnant, and mostly giving birth now. You have no belly not huge, you have no signs of being pregnant at all, and there no way we are having a baby now.”

Katherine took Zeke hand, removing the blanket a bit, and having him touch the top of the baby head. “Then what is this then? It is not a tumour coming out of me now,” she ask breathing as the head slowly stretching her opening more.

Zeke eyes grow huge at what he was feeling, then looking down at Katherine area to see a bit of hair coming out of her opening. “Oh my goodness this is for real,” he say to her, and running to get some stuff for the birth. He came back setting a towel on the floor, removing the blanket and towel from Katherine body, setting her feet on the coffee table as he knelt between her legs. “Okay dear you can relax and let the baby come out on its own, or push with the urges?” He ask her making sure Katherine was comfort on the couch with a few pillows behind her back.

“It is doing good now, I will let it come on its own,” Katherine saying to Zeke, breathing as the baby head started to crown fully, and she wanted to scream big time in pain. She held it in to save her strength for the birth of the baby.

Zeke try to get a hold of 911 to see if he get some help for Katherine, watching the baby head crown fully in her opening, and not getting answer from them. “I hope help will come, I don’t want you to get hurt or anything bad happening to you or the baby,” he told Katherine trying again to get help.

Katherine breathing through the pain, feeling the baby head coming out a bit at a time. She look down at the small mirror Zeke set up at the end of her feet, seeing the baby forehead, eyebrows, eyes, nose, mouth, and chin. “Zeke the baby head is out fully now,” she saying to Zeke, reaching down to check for a cord around the neck, and not feeling anything there. She keep her hands down around the baby head, rubbing the hair of the baby, and smiling that she was giving birth to a baby now. She looking at Zeke walking around the living room now, trying to call for help, and cursing that they are not answering his called. “It is proudly that one person that keeps on calling them has them running around again,” Katherine told Zeke feeling the baby turning to the side now, and sitting there a bit longer. “Called our friend, the one that midwife, and tell her to get here now,” Katherine scream to Zeke, feeling the baby starting to move now, and feeling the first shoulder starting to slip out of her body. “And tell her to hurry now,” cupping her baby body in her hands, feeling the baby moving more.

Zeke called their friend that only live a few houses down from them, and telling her want is going on now. “Just hurry this baby is not waiting very long,” he told their friend, and hanging up to try 911 again.

Katherine breathing feeling the baby second shoulder trying to slip out of its own, hearing the door opening and closing quickly, and seeing our friend coming into the living room. “You were not joking Zeke, she is giving birth. We will talk later, right now lets get this baby born, and by the way it is looking now. Now very long,” she say taking off her coat, putting her gloves on her hands, and going to catch the baby. The baby slowly slipping out of Katherine opening, right into the midwife hands, and the baby letting out a huge cry of new life. “It is a baby girl,” the midwife saying to Katherine, passing the baby to Katherine chest, and helping Katherine during the last part of birth. The after birth with in 10 minutes, having Zeke cut the cord between the ties, and cleaning up the baby and Katherine after everything was done and over with.

“Hey Zeke, we have a daughter, I was thinking Bella,” Katherine say to Zeke, laying on the couch with the baby girl in her arms, and a huge smile on her face.

“It is a prefect name for her,” Zeke told Katherine looking down at Bella, and smiling that everything was okay. “Katherine, I need to get something off my chest,” he say getting down to his knees, and looking at Katherine with a frown on his face.

“Bella is yours, I will never cheat on you,” Katherine told Zeke in shock, and hoping the Zeke will not leave her.

“No, I believe Bella is my child, we only did it once nine months ago, and now we got a healthy six pound baby girl. Katherine what I wanted to ask is,” Zeke asking taking off the ring box, opening it, and slipping the ring on Katherine left ring finger. “Marry me?” He smile at her, and knowing she is the one for her.

“Oh my goodness, Zeke it is a big time yes I will marry you,” Katherine saying with tears of joy in her eyes, and looking at the ring on her finger.

“I knew five years ago that you’re the one for me,” Zeke told Katherine kissing Katherine on the lips.

“I knew you’re the one for me since I met you,” Katherine saying to Zeke, kissing his lips, and nursing Bella on her breast now.

“Well we can plan the wedding after you get some rest after giving birth to our little Valentine’s Day gift. This is your gift to me, but being with you for the rest of my life is the better one. Now Bella is the best thing we got, we thought we could not have child of our own, and now we are parents,” Zeke told Katherine, seeing Katherine trying to rest, getting up from the floor, lending down to kiss her on the lips, and seeing both Katherine and Bella, on the chest, sleeping together.

The end.
Valentines Day Gift
            (Not knowing Pregnant Birth)

shadhardblogger and ccb-18

gave me the ideas, and I had to put them together to make this one.
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Journal Entry: Tue Feb 24, 2015, 9:14 PM
  • Mood: Shame


I am at the point here in my life that I want to check out of life, or running away from everything.
I need to find out who I am really....
I lost real self along time ago.
Mostly during my early childhood, slowly after I lost my grandfather when I was 9 years old.

I was created into something I never wanted as a child. Stupid people telling me what I can and cannot do... 
(No, not my parents.)

I am nothing but a name, an empty shell filled with bones, muscles,  and blood.
I have no idea who I am really.
I am nothing to everyone.
Who am I really?
Am I person that everyone used?
Am I person that people are friends with?
Am I am person that people can back-stab over time?
Am I am nothing at all?

Do I need something or do something to find out who I am really?
Or
Just keep on living an Empty shell?



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:icontommyboywood:
tommyboywood Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Writer
i know you suffer depression sometimes - hope that one helps!
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Sanna2011 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Writer
I hate depression big time, and I want it gone from my body and mind for good. I want off my meds for good.
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:icontommyboywood:
tommyboywood Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Writer
understandable.  hang in there...
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Sanna2011 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Writer
*sigh* I hope so.
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vanessaskydragon Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'll be on all night till 11:00
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Sanna2011 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Oh okay... I just came home from work. That okay, tomorrow night I can stay on for a long time... I think we live in different time zones.
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vanessaskydragon Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i live in the usa
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Sanna2011 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
I am in Canada. East or West side?
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:iconvanessaskydragon:
vanessaskydragon Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Would you like to do a spyro preggy/ birth  rp ?
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